Dorama, anime, sampe visual kei aja aku ikutin. Just hope for fight another 3 semester yay!ĭaan, lagi seneng-senengnya sama Asian invasion, Jepang utama. Walaupun selama 6 bulan terakhir bisa dibilang juga bad semester for when I attend high school, I still survived. Soo, how are you doing right now? Mine's good. Sebenernya minggu depan ada 3 mata pelajaran lagi sama tes olimpiade (and FYI I'VE GOT ANOTHER GEOGRAPHY WAHOOO), cuman kapan lagi kalo bukan sekarang, yagak? Mumpung, malem minggu dan baru selesai ujian kimia. And YES, this is too late), langsung aja pake kesempatan buat nulis.
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Tapi, pas aku tau ada Blogger app buat Android (Yes, I have one. Salah satunya ya niat online di laptop, seperti ngeblog. Good or bad thing? I don't know either if you ask me. Jujur, selama 6 bulan terakhir, well how I can say this, some parts of me have changed. Sorry, a lot of apologize, especially for myself.
And for us, for my all family to be strong and believe that this is not the end, absolutely not good bye, but we will meet her again in afterlife. No I don't wanna see her suffer in the end of this world later. At least you remember about me.īut, I will be more than grateful, no I will bow to you, if you guys pray for my grandmother's pure soul, so she can rest in peace. Eventhough, I still appreciate it when you guys congratulate me. The day when I supposed to be happy and have a party to celebrate my maturity. What's the point of my long-short story? Actually, I have no idea.īut to be honest with you, I don't really care about my day. That moment I wanted to fly to her house and gave her a bone-crushed hug. And last month, when she can't remember my sister but she recognized my voice immediately. I can only laughed and prayed that all her prayers come true. She once said that she dreamed about me going to America and lived there happily ever after. If you ask the most memorable thing that I can remember, it's always when she called me. My dad can only replied with "When we have better financial condition".īut now, this morning actually, I'm gonna meet her, but in the different situation, with the different pit/hole in my heart. She told me she really miss me and my family, and ask us to come visit her. The last time I contact her was, what do you know, 6 days ago. I met her only a week because school starts a week after back then. I can't even make him smile in 6 consecutive months!Īnd grandma. My grandpa died when I was 6th grade in elementary, so it was 2008-2009ish? My dad was the most depressed among all of his siblings. It's not a lie when I said that I forgot, but the fact that they loved me most makes me guilty because, I can't repay them with, anything. I got their affection the most when I was borned till I'm 4 years old. I still remember until now, my dad's grandparents love me the most, according to my mom, dad, uncle, aunt, even my nephews are bit jealous of me. My mom scold us to pray for grandma instead cried, my dad scold us for everything unrelated.Īnother 30 minutes later, I went to my room, lock it, and cried. Of course when I realized what actually happened, I only silenced. And for that I owned 30 minutes worth of Dad's madness. I thought that my mom lied or misconception of who died. The first word that came out from my mouth is "REALLY? YOU'RE NOT LYING RIGHT?" instead of Innalillahi. I really have no idea what was going on, being a moron I am, when Mom told us that grandma died. Instead of bad feelings, I only got ready-to-work feels to make my parents' temper belowered just a bit, which was successful by the way. No, I'm not a bad grandchild, totally not. I don't know why but I don't feel anything strange when grandma died. I just read my sister's novels, wash dishes, sort laundries, eat, and check my phones most of the time (oh, and watch EXO on Simply Kpop). I need such a big time to regain of what happened today, so I literally woke up at 11. Still under my conciousness, he went back to his office again. My dad was just back home to wash himself, because of gymnastic sport time or whatever it was in his office. I woke up at 9 AM, third of the earliest time I woke up in holidays. I guess I should tell you about my current activities in the past 24 hours, while she was suffering from Izrail. To cut it short, my beloved grandmother died. But my 17th birthday (more tragic) is one of the hella day. I can't say this is the worst birthday yet, because a lot of things can also happen in the future and I really am sure by that. Pretty ironic because this also happens to my birthday right now.
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